The next morning my guy got his butt up at 4 am so he could get to Best Buy before they opened to pick up some bigger external drives for his trip and for the house. I got a lovely call at 5:30 am from him asking if I needed anything from Target. Haha even if I did there was no way I could think of it that early in the morning. I'm not usually conscious till atleast 7 am on a weekend. When I finally did roll my butt outta bed we had breakfast and I went out with my grandma to get my shopping done. Which only consisted of one thing for someone other than myself and the rest of the $70.00 was spent on myself. I think I deserved it. Then later that night we took Chloe to see Planet 51. She has been bugging me for the last week to see that everytime she sees the commercial on T.V.
This was the first movie in the theatre that I have taken too and she did so good. She stayed in her seat the whole time and didn't make one peep. After she said she really liked the movie.
We were up nice and early on Sunday to get my guy to the base on time. I'm sure my guy kept it quick and simple so he wouldn't break down.
It was a bit early for Chloe to be outside as you can see. She doesn't really quit understand what is going on but I'm sure in a few days or by the weekend when Bill hasn't come home she will start wondering where he is and when he will be back.
The rest of the day couldn't go by quick enough. I was surrounded by family and friends and that was nice but I really just wanted to be home with Chloe by myself to process my emotions and have a good cry which I still haven't done. Just some tears here and there. I'm sure tonight the water works will be flowing.
P.s for the record it is now 10:00 pm and not really any tears. Then again he has called me atleast 4 times today before they hoped their plane lol. I'm taking this alot better than I thought originally.
It happens, they tend to come in waves I think. I would be fine for days or weeks and then BAM Im an emotional wreck. Its all part of the game. Take care and see you in a weekend or so for lights.
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